Love Changes Everything ! Even your Heart

Love changes everything even your heart. I do not know if anyone feels like I do about love however I do know it has changed me and I have to say not for the better. My heart has became so cold and hateful because the one I love has used and abused my love to where I feel nothing for anyone or what they go through. I suppose what angers me the most is the fact that the one I love knows that I know they are bullshitting me and playing with me. I tell them often I know them better than they know themselves. That is what makes them mad I do believe. Love changes everything even your heart. I never in a million years thought I would let someone use me and I know they are using me and not say anything about it or stand up for myself. I can not say exactly what it is or why it is I am still in this relationship however I do know it is not love.

I think sometimes that I know I am not in their life for reasons that have to do with me, maybe I am in their life to help them with something and it makes me mad as hell because why do I have to be hurt in the process of helping someone else get through whatever it is they have been through. I do know that after I am done with this relationship I am done with relationships period because this is to much. As I am writing it came to me that it is so true that yes Love does change everything even your heart.